“I used to joke that I was an alien, but now it seems less like a joke.”
Something in you knows you’re not originally from this planet.
“I thought I was the only one who felt like this – a different kind of homesick, like my real home is out there somewhere.”
You look up at the stars and feel an overwhelming sense of longing and isolation. You feel stuck here, trapped in this strange and foreign reality.
“I’m so uncomfortable in my body. I just cry and cry because I can’t go home. I feel so lonely and no one around me understands.”
Even if you have a sense that you chose this life, to come here for a reason, you still feel way too overwhelmed by just how fucking hard it is to be on this dense, savage, and brutal planet.
Welcome to Soul Vision!
My name is Mercedes,
Inner Wisdom Guide
and Soul Whisperer
I guide Starseeds and Light Beings through this whole “Having a Human Experience” thing, so they can feel more settled on Earth and get on with whatever they came here for.
“I just want to go home.”
When I was at my lowest, I uttered these words again and again, curled up in foetal position on my bed, hopelessly confused by the feeling of homesickness when I was literally inside my own house.
I felt totally separated, lost, and alone. I had nostalgic visions of my original home world, and a sickening knowing that it no longer existed.
Going home was not an option.
My journey to wholeness was long and winding. My soul called me from workshop to training to retreat, and I just kept going.
Eventually I cobbled together enough holistic practices and healing modalities that I finally built some capacity to hold all the life force energy coursing through my body.
I also made some crucial changes to my life circumstances – moving to an island in the sea and joining a practice community, both if which supported my continue growth and evolution.
…and then one day, it dawned on me… I didn’t feel homesick anymore!
Why is Earth so Hard??
There’s a running narrative in the New Age field that being human is necessarily and unavoidably hard for Starseeds and Light Beings because of the transition from higher dimensions to heavier density.
I disagree.
Being human is only hard when we refuse to surrender to the experience of actually being human. The suffering is not from the painful experience itself, but from resistance to the experience.
(There’s a reason the Buddhists have been saying this for millenia.)
Too many of us want to live with our heads in the stars, grasping onto “Love, Light, and Peace”, whilst desperately avoiding the actual business of having a human body, mind, and heart.
Before I embraced my humanity, I was no exception.
I still remember the workshop session where my teacher was trying to convince me to do a grounding exercise, and I wasn’t having any of it.
“I like the floaty feeling better. I don’t want to be grounded.”
To my fortune, she could relate. She used to prefer the floating feeling too (which is actually nervous system dissociation). Then she explained how being grounded, she still has full access to all the light and bliss, but now she also has the capacity to hold the full range of her embodied human experience.
If you didn’t need the full human experience to do what you came here for, you wouldn’t have a body.
Plenty of Starseeds and Light Beings come to Earth in their ephemeral forms to do the good work of healing the planet and raising the vibration of consciousness.
If you actually went to the trouble of being born into a human body, then at least some of the reason was because you needed to fully embody what it’s like to be here – and that means building your capacity to hold yourself through the full range of emotions, feelings, and beliefs.
Embody your wholeness.
I orient from a profound faith that you are already whole, already complete, already enough; and, that your wholeness includes your longing for more safety, connection, and fullness in this life.
What does working with me look like?
Besides intuitive guidance, the principal modalities I use are:
- Nervous system regulation: Based in polyvagal theory, increase your capacity to contain and express more life force energy.
- This lays a foundation of safety for our work together.
- Focusing: Connect with a felt sense of your inner world, accessing your body’s innate wisdom as a subtle, pre-verbal awareness.
- Start to access your Inner Wisdom, which is fundamentally compassionate and supportive.
- Relatefulness: Bring more presence and honesty into your relationships, so you can be seen as you truly are.
- Connect from a foundation of safety and self-awareness, bringing your fullest self into your closest relationships.
Go slow to go fast
My approach is deliberately slow and gentle. I believe higher intensity is harder to integrate, leads to “healing burnout,” and ultimately takes longer to achieve the same results. I tried plenty of quick fixes, and none of them ever lasted.
Healing retreats, plant medicine, and immersive workshops definitely have their place – they can jump start the transformation process and bring new insights. They also provide their own kind of high, and that’s pretty fun!
And, having attended dozens of intense healing retreats, it was the slow and gentle work done regularly over weeks and months that’s had the most profound and lasting impact in my own journey.
When we slow down and nurture your system with patience and caring, we create space for your inner wisdom to organically emerge, allowing you to guide the process in a way that’s just right for you.
Always trust yourself.
Only you can know
what you truly need.
This is a pivotal moment on Earth.
For souls here to help, this is a critical time to bring higher dimensional gifts that support healing and evolution of Gaia.
For souls here to be helped, this is a tremendous opportunity to heal the wounds of past lives.
Only you can know why you came here and what you’re meant to do.
We are in a profound recalibration. The Divine Feminine is re-emerging in all her power and chaos, and the Divine Masculine is rebalancing its expression of strength and protection.
Outwardly, this deep transformation manifests as destruction and disorder. And if your mind and body are not aligned with the wisdom and wholeness of your higher soul self, this chaotic outer world can be reflected internally as despair and helplessness.
Knowing you need healing, your soul may have guided you here to unlock your inner wisdom so that your calling can proceed.
The deepest transformations
happen through connection
I wouldn’t be where I am today without those who helped me feel safe in my body and integrate my spirituality.
While there are many paths to fuller living, having a guide who’s already travelled this journey can make all the difference.
Areas of Exploration
Our work together might include:
- Emotional Resilience
- Healthy Boundaries
- Imposter Syndrome
- Addiction & Compulsion
- Self-compassion & Self-forgiveness
- Supportive Community
- Honest Expression
- Empowerment
- Meaningful Impact
